Ahh...yet another friday

This morning started out as a disaster. Woke up late, looked crappy, almost missed the bus smashed ipod(somehow managed to keep working)... Guys these days are absolutely ridiculous. All they want is one thing and to be perfectly honest I dont feel the desire to. Or at least not now anyway. I just do see the point. I have my whole life ahead of me why rush it?

I was really looking forward to lo mein friday today with Julia, one of my truest and bestest friends but unfortunately she had some cleaning to do. So I just hopped on the bus like any other day. Then once home I realized Julia's ex got a new girlfriend(one I very muchly dislike btw). I wrote some things on his facebook wall but deleted them because they were a tad rude and honestly I doubt he is going to end his relationship(which is none of my business anyway) just because of something I said.

I went to a Christmas party this evening at my new church with my friends Erin and LeeAnne. I am trying to have more of a variety of close friends just because if I choose to make any rash decisions then I won't be friedless. It was pretty fun. We palyed some silly games and had pasta from pizza hut. I discovered a couple people that I might possibly have crushes on. I think I might have a thing for a certain someone just cause he's real fun to be around and I think I might have even rekindled old flames with cant tell its a secret. All of the sudden were having conversations like we once did which makes him enjoyable to talk to; unlike how he has been acting for the past couple of months.

I really want the Post Secrets books because I keep telling myself that maybe just maybe if I read other peoples miserable secrets that it might help my situation and make me less sad. I don't want to be sad but lately thats the only emotion I've had. Well until another day....