Tryouts.

Today was the final day for tryouts. I was 98% sure I wasnt going to make it but it turns out I am now on the Lake Braddock JV Softball team. Woooo!

Haylia<3

February 25, 2009= one year anniversary of two of my best friends
I feel great knowing that Ive been so much a part of everything. I helped plan the asking out. I threw in some advice. I helped Hayden through difficult times. I helped plan presents and I made a killer Haylia comic book. Julia- I love you, you "super bitch who doesn't put out". You've always been there for me. I hope I don't let you down. Hayden- I love you as well. You spark my creativity like no other.

Try outs are as tiring as anything. We do more running for softball try outs then sports that actually require lots of running. I have done enough suicides to last me a lifetime. After running, catching/throwing, and batting we had to carry a partner on our back(luckily Marcy was mine) and run to the coach. We also had a partner leap frog relay. Fact: Marcy and I suck at being frogs. Following that we did some ab work and then we had to jump over everyone. Its harder then anything when your already incredibly tired. Carmine joked about stepping on anyone who stepped on her, but in the end she tripped on some girl's butt and fell on a couple people. Coach had us dogpile her at the end. I have no idea whats going to happen when it comes to cuts. I don't even know if I want to be on the team. What happens, happens

WOWZA!

Ive had a great weekend. Saturday I went to Old Towne Leesburg with my mother. We went to all sorts of antique stores. I got a crystal necklace, pearl bracelet, and an old picture frame. We had tea at a place called the tea room. We ate little finger sandwiches and scones. It was delicious. After we went to the Salvation Army where I got this fabulous candelabra and a cute corderoy jacket. Then we saw "Confessions of a Shopaholic" which was really cute and ate dinner at Coastal Flats. We had an outrageously bow chicka wah wah waitor and I tried the worlds best crab fritters. They rule. This morning, I got up and went to church. The weather was gross but Alec and I pressed on with our original plans. We took the orange line metro to Rosslyn and then the metro bus to Georgetown. Magically, the weather cleared up right as we stepped off the bus. We went to Georgetown cupcake(Alec was a gtown cupcake virgin) and waited patiently in line. It was well worth the wait. I got chocolate cubed(he paid for mine. how sweet) and he got chocolate vanilla. We did some shopping. Took loads of pictures. I only bought a book. Its called "Wreck this Journal". Basically on every page it gives you an idea of how to destroy it. Its bunches of fun. I painted a picture with my tongue in it and let me tell you I have Pablo Piccaso in my blood. It was fabulous. We had some quality one on one Taylor+Alec time which was nice. Hes a real sweetie pie and a gentleman too. Nothing charms me more then chivalry and cuddling. Ilikehimalot. In case some of you readers are new to Taylor World, important things I write are usually written without spaces. I cant explain what Im thinking but if I tried it would basically sum up to as;qhdpwuigirugweuiprg! On our way back we got lost, well not really lost just distracted and missed our metro stop. We discovered that the Boogie man and the Mole People live above and under the metro platforms and that their best friends. We finally made it back to Vienna, very tired and having to go pee really bad. My mother took us and them(stepfamily) to Lucciano's for dinner. It was amazing. I am however regretting a few things but thats where the game part comes in. You will just have to guess what:)

Lets play a game!

I write my blog and make it as vague as possible and you can guess or pretend to know what Im talking about.

Pretty please with a cherry on top?

Iwantthissobad.

Dreams

Last night I had a great/strange dream. My friend's band Sing Me Insomnia had just written a new song called "Falling For You'' and it was about me. So, I was watching them film the music video for it and the whole thing was being filmed on this air mattress. Drums and amps included. And every time Marshall would sing "cause Im falling for you..." him and Jared would bounce around on the air mattress then fall off. The dream concluded in Marshall breaking his wrist and Jared breaking his ankle but I was unbelievably happy at their success.

I believe everything happens for a reason and I also believe dreams are meant to tell you something. So I think my dream is telling me one of four things:
1. SMI is going to write their best song ever called "Falling for You" and it's going to be about me
2.Marshall is going to fall in love with me
3. Marshall+Me+Air Mattress= will eventually happen
4. All of the above

So maybe Im overly hopeful, but hey who says thats a bad thing? How embarassing would it be if they read this? Gah that would suck. AHH! I cant wait till saturday. Its going to be amazing. School sucked. Mrs. Doades called us in the middle of third period from her house while she was sick to tell us how disappointed she is of us. History...nothing special. I got to draw an ugly picture of offspring in biology. Oh! and sorry Tray baby(cheesy nickname btw) for hitting you with your notebook. It was mean of me even though you are a big jerkface but thank you for not murdering me or kicking me in the vag. iwuvoo!

Good News.

I just got home from Wally World aka Walmart and I bought a gnome and named him Febrezio.

As the last of my confidence falls, I surender now.

Sunday...got ready and headed into DC. We went to CVS and then to Subway. Once we got to the 9:30 club, we watched a bunch of bands. I made a new friend. He name is Natalie and shes three. Oh, and she thinks my name is Tigger. We saw a guy with a strap on mowhawk. He had glow sticks that he was flailing them around like there was no tomorrow. There was this creepy screamo band that everyone seemed to enjoy. The ended up winning battle of the bands. Check out Shelly Says they were pretty good. I think they sounded better in person though. Sing Me Insomnia was amazing. Jared was constantly jumping around and managed to have his crotch in my face for most of their preformance. After, we took pictures and got hugs from the boys:) We didnt leave long after that. We bought arizona teas and drank them in less then five minutes so as you could imagine peeing was our first priority once we were off the metro. We had a ninja battle. I won, of course. I "accidently" dropped a container of lo mein in her hair and sprayed her down with renuzit.
This morning woke up and 10:30 ish and mumsie picked me up. We went over to my fathers house to take care of my kitties while my father is in Canada eh? I love my baby boys. I made cupcakes but my oven is broken. They were completely burnt in 5 minutes which bites. But Im making cookies with my mommy later and were having steak for dinner.
AUREVIOR

Valentine's Day

I woke up fairly early. Eager to get to Julia's and hang out with Ben and Chris. We made delicious cupcakes. Then, Ben informed he he was grounded for the whole night so, basically all plans flew out the window for the night besides eating junk and watching movies that make me laugh/cry. For the past week Ive pretended I love Valentine's Day, but once again its failed me. Three boys...none of them to spend it with. Just my best friend, who is leaving me at 1 in the morning to do something sketchy. euihfgeruighreuigherui. Fin.

Friday. Friday the thirteenth. Not at all bad. School flew by quickly. Trajan is a ho/b-word. After school I walked to Hunan with Julia cause duh! its lo mein friday. But to change things up, I ordered egg drop soup with crunchy noodles. My outfit was fairly cute today. Shoes: its a love/hate relationship.
Im looking forward to my weekend with Julia. Our sleepovers are always fun. Were going to watch a boatload of chick flicks and eat super unhealthy food. Ben's coming over too.
Sunday Juju and I are heading into DC to go to the 9:30 club to see SMI to support Jon, Jared, and Marshall.
Then who knows whats on the agenda for monday.
Ta loves!

Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning

Wednesday...hump day. What an unfortunate nickname.
Today went well. TYLER DURBIN IS A B-WORD. I went to Marcy's after school to practice for softball tryouts. Im not so sure if we will make it but it will definitely suck if only one of us does. We had a good discussion. I kind of poured my heart out a tad. We did some party planning. Hopefully when march rolls around we will have the best party ever...hopefully. Were thinking Lilo and Stich themed. Im Stich shes Lilo. Um...oh boys confuse me beyond belief. Guys say girls are confusing but they are so wrong. I have a valentine.

"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of may
And sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines..."

I memorized this during first period while trying to our act trent. I kicked butt.

Cause I love the way you call me baby and you take me the way I am

I love love love terms of endearment. I also enjoys flowers espacially daisies. Soy emocionada por el dia de San Valentin. Son unos vacationes de mis favoritos. Fin

Ewo love!(thats how I would imagine me talking in a brittish accent would be spelled)

Ah Sunday...the start of a new week and a beautiful one it was. So starting with friday. I came home, did some stuff, then mummy came home from work so we went to Uno's for dinner. Afterwards, we saw the 10:30 showing of 'He's Just Not That Into You'. It was cute, but I doubt I remember most of it because by the time it was through, it was quarter to one and I was half dead. Saturday, woke up early so I could have a lovely chocolate chip pancake breakfast at the Fairfax City fire station to begin my chocolate loving festivities. Then we went to the taste of chocolate which is basically a giant building filled with chocolate goodies so you get fat. I am not even going to list everything I ate because then you will question why I am not fatter. After, my mom took me to Fair Oaks to walk off the chocolate. I got new jeans from Pac Sun and a Big Black shirt as well as a vest, two new dresses, and pretty pink tights. We were there a good three hours and let me tell you, after the sugar high, your energy plunges to nothing. So, we went home and went to sleep. This morning I went to church, I hung out with LeeAnne and we ate killer icky bagels. Then my mother and I went to Red Lobster with Aunt Darlene. I had a garden salad, a cheese biscuit(they rule), bay scallops, mashed potatoes, and some icky chicken. Brandon came over later. We played catch, explored, and then played video games for forever. When Chris and Chris arrived we started playing hide and seek. I kicked butt. We had Chipotle for din din then played Wii Fit forever and ever(cause Little Chris is fat and needs to lose a lot of weight. his boobs are almost bigger then mine). That just about sums everything up...

Boys drive me crazy. Why cant they be less difficult?

If you are chilly, here take my sweater

treghfweywfrh. Geometry bites. English almost fell asleep and same for history. Bio was exciting as usual. Took a quiz...kicked butt. Embarassed myself, as usual. Wore really cute high heels which everyone enjoyed. I met Derek! Mrs. Constantino's baby boy. Then I had science fair. Maya left me to go to basketball practice so I was stuck presenting all by myself. I was a lucky one though. I was judged first because I was a "priority". So after I walked around found Conner and Marcy, then chilled. Margipan and I then walked to Hunan for some delicious chinese cuisine. We froze our butts off. We walked to CVS and I got super fun new toys. Ill bring them to school tomorrow. Marcy's mommy picked us up so we could go to her house, tinkle, and play catch. It was freezing. We are slightly crazy. Daddy picked me up, took me home, then we worked out. Im really into kick boxing...well as of tonight. I think I have enough power that I could basically wreck you with my right leg. My flexability comes in handy here. Eff my life!
The End

You dont know how good you've got it.

Everybody goes through rough spots in their lives. Everyone has regrets. Nobody has a perfect life, where things always go right. Lately, friends and aquaintences have come to me complaining about problems in their lives or stupid little things that really arent worth stressing over. Once again hippocracy steps in and if I ever do this to you I give you complete permission to slap me in the face or kick me, bitch me out, etc. I just dont think its right to complain about how "terrible" your life is if you have one or multiple of the following things:

-family who love you
-friends who love you
-a house
-food
-clothes
-an education
-the choice for your future
-options
-freedom
-a bed
-costly items


Most of my reasoning for writing this blog is because in english were starting to read the book 'Night'. Its a non-fictional story about the happenings of the Holocaust. We've barely started it and its already got me thinking. I dont know how good I've got it. I have all of those things and sometimes I take them for granted. I try and keep on good terms with both of my parents at all times because at one point I'm not going to have them. I went shopping with my dad a couple months ago and I remember being so angry with him cause he wouldn't buy me this shirt I wanted. I remember thinking to myself how horrible he is. Later, I realized how totally stupid I was. He does so much for me and loves me. How would it feel to be an orphan? I try and keep my grades up so I can have a good future so that one day when I'm older and decide to start a family, I can provide for them and give them a life like I had when I was younger. During the Holocaust, innocent people were murdered. Just think about what those people went through in the concentration camps. A lot of them were separated from their families or family members were killed in front of them. They didnt always have food or nice clothes. Some of them werent educated and had no options for their future. They certainly didn't have their freedom or comfy bed or any items of worth. So just do me a favor and take a look at your life. Are you taking it for granted?

This concludes my lecture/rant.

I colored you a valentine, struggled just to stay inside the lines

Tuesday...today. Went to school. Even though classes were shorter because of early dismissal the day seemed to drag on till 2:12. I came home after picked up money and a camera then started off on an adventure. I explored my neighborhood and found a quick way to shoppers, subway, ross, petco, staples, and so on. Had subway for lunch. It was so good. I was starving most of the day. On my way home, I followed this trail to my new spot. Its just one of those green electrical boxes in the middle on nowhere, but its surrounded by trees. Its comfy and convenient for taking pictures. I added new pictures to my freshman album on facebook. Check them out and let me know what you think.

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Simply adorable and simply amazing

Yesterday was the Superbowl. I went shopping with my father then we played catch for a while. Then he returned me to my mother so that I could get ready to go over to the Kolbensteaders for the Superbowl. We had fun. I stayed up most of the night texting Alec. I just wish we could hang out more. You really cant show emotion over text which really bothers me.
This morning I got ready and headed out for school. The day was boring mostly. I texted Alec and Sean throughout the day. Daddy picked me up after school then took me to New School to see a basketball game. I met a few people I could see myself being friends with. It was good seeing Julia, as if I havent seen her plenty recently.
I was happy this morning and throughout the school day, but now Im anxious and worried. I cant even explain my emotions actually. I only wish that could truly say whats on my mind, whats bothering without judgement

This is the story of a girl

Friday I the night at Julia's. Alec came over. We watched 'Meet the Fockers'. It was a lot of fun. We took tons of pictures as usual. Alec painted my phone. Good news. It sticks to windows. Saturday spent the day with my daddy. Went to dinner at Uno's then saw 'The Uninvited' with Marcy, Katie, Blake, Richard, and Conner. It was amazing and it had a really good plot. Then after we went to Kalidascoops.
Yesterday I told Jay Bee who I like and she crushed me by saying hes in love with some girl. But last night he was like "You looked good the other night" and asked if Iever wanted to have dinner with him. That made me hopeful. Then this morning I got up, checked facebook, and I had an awaiting message from Julia. Im overwehlmingly happy currently. But I cant tell you why over blog.