Wow.

So it's been a while since I've been on here. A lot of updates that I don't really feel like posting so I'll summerize.

Name: Still Taylor
Age: 15 and 5 1/2 months
Boy of Choice: Alex
Relationship Status: Single
Favorite Color: Purple
Favorite Cuisine: Japanese

Anywho. I decided to get a twitter account today. Following: 2 Followers: 0 Tweets: 1
twitter.com/taytaysaurusrex. Since I probably won't be updating my blog very often you can know exactly what I'm doing every five minutes. Hopefully no one in the world is that interested in whats going on in my life. If so, I'll pray for you. Haha

I leave for Ocean City, Maryland in 5 days! I'm very excited. It was originally going to be Julia, Alec(ex flame), Jacob(ex boyfriend/Julia's current love interest), and me. Partay! However now Jacob can't come. Julia took it upon herself to invite my current crush, Alex along instead so I could "get my guy since she can't have hers." I'm not sure how I feel about this. I mean don't get me wrong I really like Alex and all, but I was hoping to get away from the pressure of Virginia.

Hopefully I'll get to hang out with other Julia this week. Because like her, I've been quarintined in my house for the past couple of weeks. Trapped/ being suffocated by my step-family.
It was good getting to see Marcy, Patrick, and Hayden this week. It had been a while since I had hung out with anyone.

Daddy's Birthday on Monday. The big 5 2
Possibly party on Wednesday

This is gonna sound like a bad joke

I can't help it.

Its been a while

Ive had practice everyday and batting makes my crotch incredibly sore. We scrimmaged(spelling?) against varsity tonight and I sucked. I dont know the strategy of the game which could be problemmatic in the long run. I went to A Cappella night after. Madison Project and Blues Tones were amazing. I fell in love with the song Stay With Me by Josh Gracin. Its simply amazing.

Name: Taylor aka Tubby(not cause Im fat) or Tatertot
Team: Lake Braddock Junior Varsity Softball
Number: 3
Position: 69 ha just kidding third
Amazingness on a scale of 1-10: You decide

I'm falling...

Tryouts.

Today was the final day for tryouts. I was 98% sure I wasnt going to make it but it turns out I am now on the Lake Braddock JV Softball team. Woooo!

Haylia<3

February 25, 2009= one year anniversary of two of my best friends
I feel great knowing that Ive been so much a part of everything. I helped plan the asking out. I threw in some advice. I helped Hayden through difficult times. I helped plan presents and I made a killer Haylia comic book. Julia- I love you, you "super bitch who doesn't put out". You've always been there for me. I hope I don't let you down. Hayden- I love you as well. You spark my creativity like no other.

Try outs are as tiring as anything. We do more running for softball try outs then sports that actually require lots of running. I have done enough suicides to last me a lifetime. After running, catching/throwing, and batting we had to carry a partner on our back(luckily Marcy was mine) and run to the coach. We also had a partner leap frog relay. Fact: Marcy and I suck at being frogs. Following that we did some ab work and then we had to jump over everyone. Its harder then anything when your already incredibly tired. Carmine joked about stepping on anyone who stepped on her, but in the end she tripped on some girl's butt and fell on a couple people. Coach had us dogpile her at the end. I have no idea whats going to happen when it comes to cuts. I don't even know if I want to be on the team. What happens, happens

WOWZA!

Ive had a great weekend. Saturday I went to Old Towne Leesburg with my mother. We went to all sorts of antique stores. I got a crystal necklace, pearl bracelet, and an old picture frame. We had tea at a place called the tea room. We ate little finger sandwiches and scones. It was delicious. After we went to the Salvation Army where I got this fabulous candelabra and a cute corderoy jacket. Then we saw "Confessions of a Shopaholic" which was really cute and ate dinner at Coastal Flats. We had an outrageously bow chicka wah wah waitor and I tried the worlds best crab fritters. They rule. This morning, I got up and went to church. The weather was gross but Alec and I pressed on with our original plans. We took the orange line metro to Rosslyn and then the metro bus to Georgetown. Magically, the weather cleared up right as we stepped off the bus. We went to Georgetown cupcake(Alec was a gtown cupcake virgin) and waited patiently in line. It was well worth the wait. I got chocolate cubed(he paid for mine. how sweet) and he got chocolate vanilla. We did some shopping. Took loads of pictures. I only bought a book. Its called "Wreck this Journal". Basically on every page it gives you an idea of how to destroy it. Its bunches of fun. I painted a picture with my tongue in it and let me tell you I have Pablo Piccaso in my blood. It was fabulous. We had some quality one on one Taylor+Alec time which was nice. Hes a real sweetie pie and a gentleman too. Nothing charms me more then chivalry and cuddling. Ilikehimalot. In case some of you readers are new to Taylor World, important things I write are usually written without spaces. I cant explain what Im thinking but if I tried it would basically sum up to as;qhdpwuigirugweuiprg! On our way back we got lost, well not really lost just distracted and missed our metro stop. We discovered that the Boogie man and the Mole People live above and under the metro platforms and that their best friends. We finally made it back to Vienna, very tired and having to go pee really bad. My mother took us and them(stepfamily) to Lucciano's for dinner. It was amazing. I am however regretting a few things but thats where the game part comes in. You will just have to guess what:)

Lets play a game!

I write my blog and make it as vague as possible and you can guess or pretend to know what Im talking about.

Pretty please with a cherry on top?

Iwantthissobad.

Dreams

Last night I had a great/strange dream. My friend's band Sing Me Insomnia had just written a new song called "Falling For You'' and it was about me. So, I was watching them film the music video for it and the whole thing was being filmed on this air mattress. Drums and amps included. And every time Marshall would sing "cause Im falling for you..." him and Jared would bounce around on the air mattress then fall off. The dream concluded in Marshall breaking his wrist and Jared breaking his ankle but I was unbelievably happy at their success.

I believe everything happens for a reason and I also believe dreams are meant to tell you something. So I think my dream is telling me one of four things:
1. SMI is going to write their best song ever called "Falling for You" and it's going to be about me
2.Marshall is going to fall in love with me
3. Marshall+Me+Air Mattress= will eventually happen
4. All of the above

So maybe Im overly hopeful, but hey who says thats a bad thing? How embarassing would it be if they read this? Gah that would suck. AHH! I cant wait till saturday. Its going to be amazing. School sucked. Mrs. Doades called us in the middle of third period from her house while she was sick to tell us how disappointed she is of us. History...nothing special. I got to draw an ugly picture of offspring in biology. Oh! and sorry Tray baby(cheesy nickname btw) for hitting you with your notebook. It was mean of me even though you are a big jerkface but thank you for not murdering me or kicking me in the vag. iwuvoo!

Good News.

I just got home from Wally World aka Walmart and I bought a gnome and named him Febrezio.

As the last of my confidence falls, I surender now.

Sunday...got ready and headed into DC. We went to CVS and then to Subway. Once we got to the 9:30 club, we watched a bunch of bands. I made a new friend. He name is Natalie and shes three. Oh, and she thinks my name is Tigger. We saw a guy with a strap on mowhawk. He had glow sticks that he was flailing them around like there was no tomorrow. There was this creepy screamo band that everyone seemed to enjoy. The ended up winning battle of the bands. Check out Shelly Says they were pretty good. I think they sounded better in person though. Sing Me Insomnia was amazing. Jared was constantly jumping around and managed to have his crotch in my face for most of their preformance. After, we took pictures and got hugs from the boys:) We didnt leave long after that. We bought arizona teas and drank them in less then five minutes so as you could imagine peeing was our first priority once we were off the metro. We had a ninja battle. I won, of course. I "accidently" dropped a container of lo mein in her hair and sprayed her down with renuzit.
This morning woke up and 10:30 ish and mumsie picked me up. We went over to my fathers house to take care of my kitties while my father is in Canada eh? I love my baby boys. I made cupcakes but my oven is broken. They were completely burnt in 5 minutes which bites. But Im making cookies with my mommy later and were having steak for dinner.
AUREVIOR

Valentine's Day

I woke up fairly early. Eager to get to Julia's and hang out with Ben and Chris. We made delicious cupcakes. Then, Ben informed he he was grounded for the whole night so, basically all plans flew out the window for the night besides eating junk and watching movies that make me laugh/cry. For the past week Ive pretended I love Valentine's Day, but once again its failed me. Three boys...none of them to spend it with. Just my best friend, who is leaving me at 1 in the morning to do something sketchy. euihfgeruighreuigherui. Fin.

Friday. Friday the thirteenth. Not at all bad. School flew by quickly. Trajan is a ho/b-word. After school I walked to Hunan with Julia cause duh! its lo mein friday. But to change things up, I ordered egg drop soup with crunchy noodles. My outfit was fairly cute today. Shoes: its a love/hate relationship.
Im looking forward to my weekend with Julia. Our sleepovers are always fun. Were going to watch a boatload of chick flicks and eat super unhealthy food. Ben's coming over too.
Sunday Juju and I are heading into DC to go to the 9:30 club to see SMI to support Jon, Jared, and Marshall.
Then who knows whats on the agenda for monday.
Ta loves!

Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning

Wednesday...hump day. What an unfortunate nickname.
Today went well. TYLER DURBIN IS A B-WORD. I went to Marcy's after school to practice for softball tryouts. Im not so sure if we will make it but it will definitely suck if only one of us does. We had a good discussion. I kind of poured my heart out a tad. We did some party planning. Hopefully when march rolls around we will have the best party ever...hopefully. Were thinking Lilo and Stich themed. Im Stich shes Lilo. Um...oh boys confuse me beyond belief. Guys say girls are confusing but they are so wrong. I have a valentine.

"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of may
And sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines..."

I memorized this during first period while trying to our act trent. I kicked butt.

Cause I love the way you call me baby and you take me the way I am

I love love love terms of endearment. I also enjoys flowers espacially daisies. Soy emocionada por el dia de San Valentin. Son unos vacationes de mis favoritos. Fin

Ewo love!(thats how I would imagine me talking in a brittish accent would be spelled)

Ah Sunday...the start of a new week and a beautiful one it was. So starting with friday. I came home, did some stuff, then mummy came home from work so we went to Uno's for dinner. Afterwards, we saw the 10:30 showing of 'He's Just Not That Into You'. It was cute, but I doubt I remember most of it because by the time it was through, it was quarter to one and I was half dead. Saturday, woke up early so I could have a lovely chocolate chip pancake breakfast at the Fairfax City fire station to begin my chocolate loving festivities. Then we went to the taste of chocolate which is basically a giant building filled with chocolate goodies so you get fat. I am not even going to list everything I ate because then you will question why I am not fatter. After, my mom took me to Fair Oaks to walk off the chocolate. I got new jeans from Pac Sun and a Big Black shirt as well as a vest, two new dresses, and pretty pink tights. We were there a good three hours and let me tell you, after the sugar high, your energy plunges to nothing. So, we went home and went to sleep. This morning I went to church, I hung out with LeeAnne and we ate killer icky bagels. Then my mother and I went to Red Lobster with Aunt Darlene. I had a garden salad, a cheese biscuit(they rule), bay scallops, mashed potatoes, and some icky chicken. Brandon came over later. We played catch, explored, and then played video games for forever. When Chris and Chris arrived we started playing hide and seek. I kicked butt. We had Chipotle for din din then played Wii Fit forever and ever(cause Little Chris is fat and needs to lose a lot of weight. his boobs are almost bigger then mine). That just about sums everything up...

Boys drive me crazy. Why cant they be less difficult?

If you are chilly, here take my sweater

treghfweywfrh. Geometry bites. English almost fell asleep and same for history. Bio was exciting as usual. Took a quiz...kicked butt. Embarassed myself, as usual. Wore really cute high heels which everyone enjoyed. I met Derek! Mrs. Constantino's baby boy. Then I had science fair. Maya left me to go to basketball practice so I was stuck presenting all by myself. I was a lucky one though. I was judged first because I was a "priority". So after I walked around found Conner and Marcy, then chilled. Margipan and I then walked to Hunan for some delicious chinese cuisine. We froze our butts off. We walked to CVS and I got super fun new toys. Ill bring them to school tomorrow. Marcy's mommy picked us up so we could go to her house, tinkle, and play catch. It was freezing. We are slightly crazy. Daddy picked me up, took me home, then we worked out. Im really into kick boxing...well as of tonight. I think I have enough power that I could basically wreck you with my right leg. My flexability comes in handy here. Eff my life!
The End

You dont know how good you've got it.

Everybody goes through rough spots in their lives. Everyone has regrets. Nobody has a perfect life, where things always go right. Lately, friends and aquaintences have come to me complaining about problems in their lives or stupid little things that really arent worth stressing over. Once again hippocracy steps in and if I ever do this to you I give you complete permission to slap me in the face or kick me, bitch me out, etc. I just dont think its right to complain about how "terrible" your life is if you have one or multiple of the following things:

-family who love you
-friends who love you
-a house
-food
-clothes
-an education
-the choice for your future
-options
-freedom
-a bed
-costly items


Most of my reasoning for writing this blog is because in english were starting to read the book 'Night'. Its a non-fictional story about the happenings of the Holocaust. We've barely started it and its already got me thinking. I dont know how good I've got it. I have all of those things and sometimes I take them for granted. I try and keep on good terms with both of my parents at all times because at one point I'm not going to have them. I went shopping with my dad a couple months ago and I remember being so angry with him cause he wouldn't buy me this shirt I wanted. I remember thinking to myself how horrible he is. Later, I realized how totally stupid I was. He does so much for me and loves me. How would it feel to be an orphan? I try and keep my grades up so I can have a good future so that one day when I'm older and decide to start a family, I can provide for them and give them a life like I had when I was younger. During the Holocaust, innocent people were murdered. Just think about what those people went through in the concentration camps. A lot of them were separated from their families or family members were killed in front of them. They didnt always have food or nice clothes. Some of them werent educated and had no options for their future. They certainly didn't have their freedom or comfy bed or any items of worth. So just do me a favor and take a look at your life. Are you taking it for granted?

This concludes my lecture/rant.

I colored you a valentine, struggled just to stay inside the lines

Tuesday...today. Went to school. Even though classes were shorter because of early dismissal the day seemed to drag on till 2:12. I came home after picked up money and a camera then started off on an adventure. I explored my neighborhood and found a quick way to shoppers, subway, ross, petco, staples, and so on. Had subway for lunch. It was so good. I was starving most of the day. On my way home, I followed this trail to my new spot. Its just one of those green electrical boxes in the middle on nowhere, but its surrounded by trees. Its comfy and convenient for taking pictures. I added new pictures to my freshman album on facebook. Check them out and let me know what you think.

:0

Simply adorable and simply amazing

Yesterday was the Superbowl. I went shopping with my father then we played catch for a while. Then he returned me to my mother so that I could get ready to go over to the Kolbensteaders for the Superbowl. We had fun. I stayed up most of the night texting Alec. I just wish we could hang out more. You really cant show emotion over text which really bothers me.
This morning I got ready and headed out for school. The day was boring mostly. I texted Alec and Sean throughout the day. Daddy picked me up after school then took me to New School to see a basketball game. I met a few people I could see myself being friends with. It was good seeing Julia, as if I havent seen her plenty recently.
I was happy this morning and throughout the school day, but now Im anxious and worried. I cant even explain my emotions actually. I only wish that could truly say whats on my mind, whats bothering without judgement

This is the story of a girl

Friday I the night at Julia's. Alec came over. We watched 'Meet the Fockers'. It was a lot of fun. We took tons of pictures as usual. Alec painted my phone. Good news. It sticks to windows. Saturday spent the day with my daddy. Went to dinner at Uno's then saw 'The Uninvited' with Marcy, Katie, Blake, Richard, and Conner. It was amazing and it had a really good plot. Then after we went to Kalidascoops.
Yesterday I told Jay Bee who I like and she crushed me by saying hes in love with some girl. But last night he was like "You looked good the other night" and asked if Iever wanted to have dinner with him. That made me hopeful. Then this morning I got up, checked facebook, and I had an awaiting message from Julia. Im overwehlmingly happy currently. But I cant tell you why over blog.

Just lovely

So I really like this boy...

UREKA!

I found a solution to the world's problems.
Problem: You cant have your cake and eat it to.
Solution: Make two cakes

Today...two hour delay. Gee whiz that rhymed. Got up an hour and a half later then usual. I had english homework to complete. Went to school. English was great. I got a 251 out of 213 on my hobbit test. 124% BABY! Sorry for screwing up the curve suckers! History was mediocre. Biology was full of silliness. Trajan is a potentially hazardous biological asian. I was going to go to conditioning with Marcy but they announced it was cancelled after the buses left. So, we walked to Mickey D's instead. We got honked at a couple of times and there were a lot of people staring at us so who knows if thats good or bad. We got a chocolate chip cookie warm delight from Giant but once we got home it was a disappointment. We tried to text random people all over the country. I failed 15 times because I kept texting landlines. On Marcy's first message this guy texted her back. She was like "You looked goo today" and the person was like "who is this?" Marcy said "Its Timmy." So the guy called and said "Dude, do you usually call guys and tell them they look good?" then went on about some heather person. It was fun but Im super excited for tomorrow:)

Fake it if you're out of direction

Self-centered- adj.
1.concerned solely or chiefly with one's own interests, welfare, etc.; engrossed in self; selfish; egotistical.
2.independent, self-sufficient.

Id like to think of myself as more of the second then the first. But then again arent we all self-centered in our own certain aspects?But when it comes to friendship neither party should be. A friend should be loving and compassionate. One who is willing to listen, one who is not too wrapped up with his or her own problems to be there.
So I am not a perfect friend and I am probably hippocritical by making the above remark but I just want you to think about your current friendships.
Im not going to lie and tell you I havent ever said anything bad about any of my friends behind their backs but really who hasnt? Im working on it. Really I am. I usually speak without thinking and Im sorry if I have ever said anything that has hurt you. Im sorry Im not perfect and that I am not as smart as you or as pretty as you. Or that I dont have as many friends as you or Im not as outgoing. But Im confident in who I am. Im Taylor, your average loser. Im a coward but mostly silly. I have my faults and imperfections. I try my absolute hardest to be there for all my friends when they need me. When I talk to you do I not always ask how you are doing or how your day was? Do you return the favor? But where were you when I was broken? What things have you said behind my back? Do you know whats REALLY going on in my life? Do you even know me at all?

Hello world!

So I dont remember what day I last posted so sorry if I repeat. Saturday I had chipotle for lunch then went to Jay Bee's. We took lots of pictures. Alec came over. I love that boy. Hes adorable. We ate spaghetti for dinner then went and saw bride wars. On our was there all we did was tell racial jokes:

A zebra died one day and went to heaven. Once in heaven he got to ask God one question. So he asked "am I white with black stripes or black with white stripes?" God replied "You are what you are." So the zebra went to his friend and was like" I asked God what color I am and he told me I am what I am. What does this mean?" His friend said "Obviously your white with black stripes." The zebra asked "How do you know?" The friend replied "If you were black God would have said "Boy you is what chu is."

How do you know Jesus wasnt born in Mexico?
Because youre not gonna find three wise men and youre definitely not gonna find a virgin.

At the movies there was this crazy black lady who kept talking to the movie and at the end she was like "Aw naw. SHE PREGNANT!"
After, we took Alec home, took more pictures, ate fotune cookies, then went to shleep.
This morning we got up, ate, then went shopping. I got 3 pairs of super cute undies, a lollipop, a pink dog, pretty eyeliner, and a ring.
But that just about sums everything up.
Oh yeah! I went out to eat with my step-family. Got some sexy high-heels. Then kicked their butts at super smash bros brawl.

Dear Haylia,
I LOVE YOU. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY.
Love,
Taylor

Friday

My life is boring. Theres nothing worth writing about. Sorry i just wasted 20 seconds of your time.

I really should be in a nursing home

I have terrible short term memory so I dont remember which day he said this but my favorite quote of the week is "I feel like everyone is always walking up to Taylor and telling her how cute her outfit is." -Raffi Keuroglian. It kind of made my life.

Goodness gracious. Math mid-term was easy. English test was ok so far. I spent history laughing at Tyler. Its funny how proud of himself he was for his weekend accomplishments. Bio was great. I love when Mrs Constantino missunderstands. It results in great inside jokes. "Did you just say you need to give her offspring?Like babies?" We always do a lot of arts and crafts in that class.
I had conditioning after school with Margipan. We ran three miles(I only ran 2 cause half of it was up a hill and I got a booboo) and did a bunch of ab and leg workouts. I was supposed to go to Julia's school after and watch a bball game but turns out there wasnt one. Darn

The best time to wear a stripped sweater is all the time

Woke up an hour late today. I looked descent I guess. Geometry- boring...as usual. Chorus- took a test and passed. I actually had to work during bruin block today which was weird. I had a dictado to make up. PE- all we did was talk about Cardio Pulmonary Resuscitation and Ryan played his usual mind games with me. History- was dull. Spanish- sucked. But bio was interesting as usual. Apparently if your an XXXY you can have sex with yourself and if your and XYY your an extremely aggressive male. Kudos to cheerleading btw. Its the only reason I know how to spell aggressive. BE AGGRESSIVE B-E AGGRESSIVE. B-E A-G-G-R-E-S-S-I-V-E. Im a bum. Came home and facebooked for forever then took a nap. Mumsie took me to taco bell for din din which was disappointing. Once we got home we realized they screwed up my order so I just had to deal. But that just about sums up my life.

Howdy!

I went to Great Wolf Lodge yesterday. I invited a few people but everybody was going to inauguration so that wouldnt do. Anywho, my mother and I went with one of her fellow nurses, her son, and his friend. All three of them were a tad strange for my liking and both boys were in seventh grade so immature is an understatement. When we first got there, my mom and I ran into one of our old friends that we have known for 11 years now. They have a son named Trevor who I havent seen for six of the ten years he has been alive.We went back to our room and changed into our bathing suits then headed down to the waterpark. No hot guys really. And on the rare occasion I did find one, he was speaking russian.
In the hotel they had this game called Magic Quest and basically what you do is buy this wand and walk around the hotel looking for things with Q's on them so you can finish the quest. Its so amusing. Trevor found an extra wand so I ran around pretending I was Hermione with a bunch of six-year-olds.
This morning I had a sore throat but I got up at nine-ish, had breaakfast, and then headed to the waterpark. Went to the hot tub to start and there were some very lovely looking boys in there. They followed me around for a while which I cant say I minded at all. Waterparks are only so fun for so long, so I dried off then my mom and I headed home.
We met my cousin Molly from Florida at her hotel. Shes in town for inauguration. Then Aunt Darlene, mommy, and I went out to eat and Maggiano's. I had four cheese ravioli with a pesto alfredo sauce. It was delicious. And for dessert, I split a piece of tiramisu with Aunt Darlene. Im making cupcakes for Patrick's birthday. So Im going to have to end it there. Toodles!

OH! I forgot to mention the gay couple. I love gay people. They rock a lot...sometimes and other times they should probably just get a room. There was this one couple and both men were wearing speedos. One was skinny and descent-looking(wife), the other fat and ugly(husband). Them holding hands didnt bother me at all but nibbling on each other in front of small children just crosses the line. It was horribly gross.

Cause I know how I feel about you now.

Its my dad's weekend. Which means quality time with my kitty cats. Today I spent a couple hours at the mall with my daddy. I got some really cute clothes which Im looking forward to showing off this week. I had Logan's for dinner. I love the rolls there. Dinner was gross though. I complained and then didnt have to pay.

It drives me crazy when I hear about people hanging out with their friends every second of every day. It makes me feel like my life is boring and pathetic. It makes me feel even worse when I see people I know at the mall with their friends and Im stuck with my dad.

I watched the 'Notebook' today. Ive seen it so many times now I cant even count. I love Nicholas Sparks but his writing is so repetative. If you have read a few of his books you will come to realize his stories all have the same plot line. They are always love stories and in the end someone is always injured or gets sick and dies.

For Hayden Smiths Eyeballs ONLY

The title only makes you want to read this more doesn't it? Well have no fear. It's really not all that important. But I wanted to let you know that I created a new joke for our children's book. Fb me please.

I love Bobo(:

TGIF. My cellular stopped working yesterday so Mother dearest took it in to the verizon place today. I felt so naked without it. Chorus- we had the crazy sub that Selina and Alexandra hate. We watched 'Amadeus' which is a movie about Mozart. It was actually kind of hysterical because Mozart kept having sexual relations with random ladies who were wearing major push-up bras and he had the best, most obnoxious laugh ever. Oh and something was mentioned about farting backwards. English- ridiculously stupid. Nathan, Jesse, and Chicky had fun though; at my expense. PE- Played volleyball. Kicked butt. End of story. Spanish- No se habla enspanol.

You know what I hate? When my friends complain to me about b-wordy things their BEST friends did. Like seriously, what are you saying about me to your other friends?

I love my kitty cats Sammy and Bobo. When Im old and have no friends, hopefully they will still be alive, they are going to be the reason why Im going to be a cat lady who is going to die of allergies.

Over the long weekend I am possibly going to go cosmic bowling with random strangers or Marcy and whoever else, hit up G-town with Julia, and condition/party plan with Marcy. Let me know if you want to chill or jump off a cliff or something.

Tu y Yo

You and me baby aint nothin but mammals so just do it like they do on the discovery channel gettin horny now...

Evening! Today was lovelyish. I turned in my english game. What a relief. I spent six hours on it yesterday so I better get an A. Math...boring. English...boring. History....boring. Bio, entertaining as usual. Martin and Trajan practiced throwing guitar picks at people. We sang songs and acted as silly as usual. That group of people is probably my favorite just because we're just ourselves around each other. Trajan and Martin were singing a song thats like dont bite the hand that feeds you and when I turned on DC 101 this afternoon thats the song that was playing.
I went home with Hayden. We walked to Giant and just so happened to run into Conner and Donnie. Hayden and Donnie had a stare down. Donnie won..."dont look at my balls."
We talked a lot. About important stuff and unimportant stuff. Like how were going to be publishing 2 childrens books. A PG and Unrated version of our silly stories.
We got lollipops at Doodlehopper. The guy was such a jerk. "Your only getting two lollipops?"
"Your total comes to 74 cents."
We walked to Sangster so that we could see Mr. Linck. He wasnt there so we played on the playground instead.
It was all of 20 degrees outside so i decided to buy ice cream at Giant because Im brilliant. Mumsie and I went to Austin Grill for din din. Icky and over-priced. The manager walked by our table a bajillion times and kept staring at me. My mom was like "that son of a bitch." I swear she was about to punch him.
I tried a new fruit today. Currants are delicious. Their tangy and yummy.
Well that pretty much sums up my life.
Ta loves!

Hayden Smith, you're my hero.

I love you dumpling!

Howdy partner! (note: this is completely irrelevant)
I am a coward. If I like you I can, with no problem be like "Hey I like you." But I cant dump people. I suck. Once I had my best friend break up with this guy for me by giving back the bracelet he bought me. I am a jerk.
Today math was boring. Nothing out of the ordinary. I got my PSAT score back. I didnt do so well. Then again I wasnt informed wrong answers mean subtracted points.
English: Took a quiz...
History: Played some learning games. Kicked Tyler's butt.
Biology: Took notes. Talked to Hayden, Trajan, and Julia.
After school I watched the I love eggs video. It reminded me of the weir asian girl in my bio class that is always singing crazy asian songs. Then I made cupcakes for Mr. McAuliffe cause his birthday is tomorrow. Their quite adorable. Funfetti, green frosting, and the most feminine pink sprinkles I could find. What a lucky ducky.
Ciao!

The Old Rugged Cross

Today was the day of Great Grandmother's funeral. It was sad and lonely. I cried. Not so much because of the loss but at how sad Aunt Debbie was. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose my mother. I don't think I could bear it.
Another fishy died. Poor Jingle Heimer.I think the snails have some sort of disease. Their worse then rabbits though. I went from 2 snails to over a hundred.
Im crazy busy this week. Possibly Hayden's tomorrow. Staying after wednesday. Day of Talk thursday. Lo mein friday. I still have so much work to do on my Hobbit game its crazy.
Until tomorrow... auf wiedersehen

Another one bites the dust

RIP
Wednesday- G. Grandma
Friday- Bubba the sucker fish
Saturday(today)- Fransico the little orange guy fish named after the guy in 'Elf''

Im watching 'What I Like About You'.
I love love love this show. Amanda Bynes cracks me up.
So best friends ever...
Julia- You are amazing. You make cupcakes all the time for synchro and what not and most people would say your being a bad friend by not making me cupcakes but actually your being an amazing friend because your not letting me get fat. In other words I LOVE YOU. You know were tight shit cause what other best friends do you know that would steal an order pad from a possibly murdered waitress' apron? DAY OF TALK ON THURSDAY. partaaaay.
Hayden Smith- two words. Tayden Smichler. Definition- sex. Your my biff basically cause you make me giggle. And were writing a childrens novel that really is not appropriate for children but oh well. And cause you gave me the best Christmas present in the history of the entire world. i <3 you
Jay Bee- Who at our age can say they've been to Europe with their best friend? You constantly make me laugh. And we always have the best sleepovers cause we're kind of crazy. I mean camping in 20 degree weather and grape fights, who does that? I wuv you oodles.
Trajan- Congratulations. Your mentioned in this too. Whether you want to be my best friend or not thats just too bad. See I think your a good friend cause your honest and Trajany. Oh and brutal but thats not always bad. Plus Id probably be failing bio without you.

How Unfortunate

Good Evening:) SO... I think Ive completely changed. Im just happier and stranger. I have bunches of homework to do. Stupid english project. And I leave for my great grandma's funeral tomorrow.
Yesterday I had and english test- fail and a bio test- B. Not half bad for not paying attention in that class.
I didnt go to bed till like four this morning because well you already know.
And I made brownies today. Triple Chocolate Ghirardelli. Delish.

Lo Mein Friday

Howdy.
Yay. Today is friday. I went from too many plans for this evening to none. I was looking forward to going to Hunan with Julia after school but shes sick. Poor baby. So I walked there by myself after school. I got my usual. Chicken lo mein and a coke. Then I started walking to giant. Do you ever feel everything happens for a reason? Cause I was gonna cut through the parking lot but last second I changed my mind and decided to take the sidewalk instead. Then I looked down and found ten dollars.

:)

Still hasnt happened:(
School was okayish. Not too much work. The rain today sucked. Especially waiting for the bus this morning. So Im home alone tonight. I should probably start working on my english project. But I think Im probably gonna take a bubble bath, do my nails, give myself a facial, then eat din din. I have no plans for this weekend but my great grandma is dying so I have a feeling Ill be heading up north for the funeral.
I came up with a wonderful joke today. Actually its really not that funny but you should ask me about it anyway. If the joke doesnt make you laugh my stupidity should.

Have you ever wanted something really badly? Well I do. But it still hasn't happened...yet. Today was mediocre yet enjoyable.

Meow.

Yesterday I was bizarrely and exceptionally happy for no reason whatsoever. School was school. But Julia came home with me and we walked to subway, ross, staples, oh and cant forget petco. I absolutely love embarassing myself in front of total strangers. I just danced along the road on our walk. Then I got to see Julia's house for the very first time in two years. I was visciously attacked by Dina her cat. She kept licking my face. Silly kitty. Today in spanish I think Ill speak very loudly and talk about my favorite pa jam jams which are worn on tuesdays or start meowing(if you werent at Marcy's for new years, theres no way your gonna know what Im talking about).

Today is the last day of winter break. How depressing. I got all of 3 hours of sleep last night. I went to church this morning, got starbucks, then took a two hour nap. Now Im actually gonna have to watch what I say knowing that people actually read this. I saw 'Marley & Me' today. It was okay. Not something Id like to see again though.
Oh goodness that reminds me. I just have to let the world know that Im not perfect and neither are you. I make mistakes probably more then others but Im bound to. Im human and part of being human is that sometimes were total idiots.
That concludes my rant. Im procrastinating doing homework. You gotta love Mrs. Doades.

I took a shower and Im relieved. It seems nothing really has changed. Id just wished Id known

The Upside

I texted Hayden Chun and was like guess what? I like you. Just cause I figured if I was going to be disappointed it might as well be all at the same time. But he was like "Ive been crushing on you lately too." So were a thing I guess.